All or Nothing?

“Perhaps when we find ourselves wanting everything, it is because we are dangerously close to wanting nothing.” — Sylvia Plath

Which do you find more dangerous: wanting nothing, or wanting everything?

What would I prefer? wanting nothing? wanting everything? I don’t know if this is a tough question for others but for me it’s very simple to answer this. I choose wanting nothing. Yes, I said before that by having everything will make your life not worth to live because you have no purpose to live on when you are having everything. But having everything and wanting nothing are not the same. By having everything is by being comfortable of all the things you owned but by wanting nothing is like when you want to live a peace life in your own way.

Now let’s me talk about wanting everything and wanting nothing. By wanting everything makes me feel jealous of people having the particular items but I have none and I felt bad in really wanting something. So I think that by wanting everything will make you feel suffer with the thing you always wanted to have. By wanting nothing give you peace. This will make you satisfied in what you already have not want are you going to have. Many people are jealous and this jealousy create hates. People will hate someone when that person have something that you want but you didn’t own it. If you want nothing you will be in a peaceful mode, calm, and wise. It’s like a turtle in a river, very peaceful and calm swimming in the fresh river.

I think it’s doesn’t matter that we want nothing or want everything in the world. The thing that it’s really matter is how do we want it. How can we live with things we have. Sometimes jealousy creates hate but it depends on the people’s attitude because some might also change that jealousy into a motivation until they success in their life because of that jealousy. Everything depend on the person attitude and life style. Everything has 2 side just like the coin, If we walk on the right path we’ll be a righteous people but if we walk to a wrong path that will be a trouble.


In Due Time

What’s your next, most pressing deadline? Are you excited, stressed, or ambivalent about it? What’s the first thing you’d like to do once you’re done with it?

The very most pressing deadline is the English work. I have to do answer the practice in the English book, plus, taking down notes about the topic. And I have to print the New Year’s resolution which I haven’t start yet because of the wordpress work! I’m done with all of the wordpress but my friend told me that it has to be 350 words per entry and we all students have to do 20 entries which means that we have to type 7000 words all in all!! I’m getting crazy right now.

On Tuesday night I sleep around 2 am at night which it’s already Wednesday morning and I still type the wordpress work which I have done much of it. This work give me pain and suffer because I have to finish the homework of other subject as well. But I’m not that worry because I could give up my sleep to make this work done. I think to myself that it’s just a school work… What if I faced more than this? How could I handle it? I think to myself and if I give up on just  school’s work I will probably give up it everything in my life. And I will surely run away from all the struggles. So I decide to face the to face the problem instead. Because I’m a man! I have to take this responsibilities so I will grow up into a right path. By having this much work is not anybody’s fault. All pain and struggles hasn’t come to stay because one day they’ll passed away. So I just fight with it and hope that it will be gone soon.

The first thing that I would like to do after I done with it… I will laugh out loud in my bed room and spinning around! And said to myself,”Yes! I’ve done it”. And I will just move on and be prepared because all of the challenge will follow soon!


All Grown Up

When was the first time you really felt like a grown up (if ever)?

Even though I’m 17 years old and still playful and young there are also some moment that I feel like.. Oh yea! I’m getting older. I can’t really remember that specific because I think that there are many moment that I felt this way. I felt young even though I’m growing old year by year.

I felt like I’m really grown up when I love to watch movie instead of cartoon. The first time I learn how to watch the movie I ran to my dad and told him that I’m already done watching one movie and my that said “congratulation son you’ve been grown up” but that time I was still a kid. My next moment when I felt like a grown up boy is when there are some younger kids invite me to play with them, like hide and seek some kind of like that and do you know what did I do? I refuse to play with them because it’s a kids game. But my very first time that I felt like I’m grown up is when I made my citizen card when I am 15 years old, I felt like I’m grown up because I have to change from Kevin to Mr. Kevin and that’s sound pretty cool but the older I am the more responsible it takes.

It doesn’t matter how old you are because it’s not about how old you are to be mature. By being wise and look like a grown up people is depend on the experiences and the environment that they have been through. If 18 years old guy is always with the young kids his attitude will probably be like a kid while 14 years old kid that work to take care of his family and siblings could be more mature than the 18 years old guy. Maybe this is not so related to the topic but I just wanted to express myself and share my opinions.


My Hero

Who’s your hero? Tell us a story about why that person plays such an important role in your life.

Talking about my hero this could be anyone who change my life or someone I relied on them a lot. And my hero that help me a lot in many things is my family.Who’s my hero? I have 3 heroes in my entire life. This 3 heroes help me a lot in many things and always make me happy when I’m having a really really bad time.

They’re just like the component of happiness. First, she’s my sister. She help me so solved all the struggles I have walk through. She help me with my homework. When I was very young I remembered that she protect me from the seniors that tried to bully me. Even though she’s a girl but she still protect me without fearing them. My next hero is my mom. Base on chemistry Fe is abbreviate from iron and male is man. So Yeah! she’s my Iron Man! She try to take care of me even though she’s already tired. She try to help me with some problems I have been to. Even though she have no idea about it… later on she knows more than me and try to help me out. My last hero is my dad. We always have a plan for me and he always choose the best plan for me not to let me fall. Even though sometimes I fall he try to raise me up.

Hero is just not in the comics, movies, or novels. Hero in real life is not Iron Man, Batman, or Superman. But the real hero in my real life is someone who really love me. Supermom, Superdad, and Supersis. They’re my only hero now. I’m not sure that I’m their hero or not but I’ll try my best to protect them too. Not protecting them from the villain like in the movies but protect them from the harms, dangerous, fear, and the stressful situation. Nothing I could say more about my hero so thank you for letting me share this to you.


Secret Santa

You get to choose one gift — no price restrictions — for any person you want. The caveat? You have to give it anonymously. What gift would you give, and to whom?

If I get to choose any gift it the world to give it to someone and for I could give it to anyone that would be great because I will give it to many people and that people or person will be both very important to me and I might give it to stranger too. Why give it to stranger? Because everyone deserve a gift. I myself would be very happy if a stranger give me a gift this gives a great feelings and it’s kind of doubtful like “why is he giving this to me? but thanks anyway.”

First person that I will give a gift is my dad and I will give him a diamond. I know that gold are better than diamonds but my dad like diamonds more so I’ll give him a diamond. Next I will give my mom a cooking equipment because my mom like to cook and she is the best chef in the world. I will give my sister a Lamborghini because she like it. Next I will give the best earphone to Ta because I know he love to listen to music. And I will give a 3G promotion to Joey because he has an iPod without internet. I will give Porsche the best jacket and shoes so he will look cool and cool nonstop. I will give Bung the best motorbike because I know he love to ride. I will give Best and Boss first class fitness membership. I will give Ice Mercedez Benz because he want to drive but his dad don’t let him to drive so I will give him instead. And I will give everyone a small pieces of gold because I know that everyone needs small amount of money to increase their standard of living.

All of the gift that I’ve given is truly from my heart and I wish that everyone will be happy with the gift that I’m going to give them.


New Skin

If you could spend the next year as someone radically different from the current “you” — a member of a different species, someone from a different gender or generation, etc. — who would you choose to be?

Before, I don’t think that being an animal is not that good because human is the most intellect animal in this world. But if I have to choose one, I have one species of animal in my mind. That species is the most gain freedom animal. It has a wings.It’s a bird…

If I have to choose what I want to be. I’d choose to be an eagle.I chose eagle because I could fly freely throughout the sky, spread my wings against the air, and look upon the graceful views on the highest point of view. I love to be free. I’d fly throughout the ocean and breath in the smells of the fresh ocean’s vapors. I would fly across the mountains and hills and inhale the taste of the fresh soils and a graceful nature. I’ve heard that when the eagle is very old and nearly die already. It will fly very very very very very high until they can’t go more further then it will fall straight down to the floor or rocks to kill themselves. Because it has high level of prestige that it wouldn’t die from the nature. Killing themselves the their nature. But I am not real sure also if it’s true or not. I never been research about that too.

But by flying freely is the best thing I would like to do. I wanted to be free and alone. Sometimes being alone is not being lonely because being alone make us understand things more. It make me think about many things I’ve been through. It makes me questions many things. It makes me answer that specific question. And by being alone like a bird is the way to make us be tough and strong in our own way. Without annoying struggles. I wish it could be real, spreading my wings and slash the air without other struggle and annoying people around.


Ready, Set, Done!

Our ten-minute free-write is back for another round! Tap away on whatever comes to mind, no filters attached. (Feel free to edit later, or just publish as-is).

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